No BS meal prep

There's a few things I've learned about meal prepping...1. If I don't do it immediately upon returning from the grocery store then it won't be done. Ridiculous, I know. And totally wasteful. 2. Effective meal prep starts with a solid plan. I have to be real with myself about what I feel like eating, and what I've been craving. A fridge full of prepped food does you no good if you're not going to actually eat it! 3. Portion out everything and prepare all components neccesary to complete the meal before hand. This last one may not apply to everyone, but I have been guilty of not eating prepped food simply bc it wasn't measured out. Yup, I'm that lazy. The thing about meal prep is that it's not always the first food you want to eat. For instance, my family's left over pizza lives right next to my healthy prepped meals in the fridge. When I'm exhausted and stressed, guess what, that pizza serenades me!! It whispers sweet nothings into my ears as I am questioning what to eat. If I don't have a meal totally ready to go, chances are the pizza could win out. Id like to say my will power is strong enough to overcome setbacks but guess what, it's not. At least at this point in my life it's certainly not. I am under a lot of pressure and food is one of my only vices. So if I want to effectively prep for my show then I don't BS myself. I just prep my meals and take as many naps as I can squeeze in. 

I used a variety of cooking methods to make the most of my time; dehydrator, oven, crockpot, and my george foreman grill.

This is my entire intake for the next 3 days....

Breakfast: jazzythings blueberry French toast & turkey bacon 

Snack: dried apples

Lunch: kick in' chickin' seasoned chicken tenders, sweet potato fries, green beans, and Bolthouse blue cheese yogurt dressing.

Dinner: jazzythings meatballs & spaghetti squash, and spinach, pear, blue cheese(I've really been craving blue cheese, dunno why?), sugared walnuts, & fat free balsamic vinagraitte

Snack: simple truth popcorn seasoned with white cheddar Kernal seasonings

...not pictured is my beloved Diet Pepsi❤️

4 yr old birthday magic

I get so much joy from planning parties for Pen. She looks forward to her birthday all year long, so there's kind of lot of pressure! This year we did a Frozen theme. Penny was emphatic about having Anna attend. Hiring from this SLC princess company is worth every single penny. They do an unbelievable job bringing their character to life. Really, the adults are always just as entertained as the kids. It's going to be hard when we have to invite friends and not just cousins, because we have such a massive family! We always invite our birth families to the kid's birthday parties as well, so the invite list can get a little bit out of hand. It's just so special to have our babies surrounded with so much love. I am so grateful that we have the privilege of having open adoptions. To be able to share this special day with the women who brought them into this world, is indescribable. I kept looking from Penny to Autumn, thinking about this day 4 years ago. It's so comforting to see that Autumn has no doubt that this is where Penny should be. I want to be everything that our birth mom's wished for their babies. I'm so far from perfect, but my gosh, I worship these kids. I never forget the sacrifice that was made, to make me a mother. It is this sacrifice that drives me to cherish them that much more. So grateful for my beautiful 4 yr old princess.

Self-love

I made a few diet missteps this weekend, and I'm fighting a lot of self-critism. I have to take my own advice right now! It is so true that guilting ourselves never gets us closer to our goals. Guilting just makes us feel like our goals are impossible to reach and that we're not good enough to keep striving for these aspirations. I would never berate another human being the way I do myself sometimes. I have been challenging myself to be more compassionate with myself. It's the only way I am going to keep progressing and it's the only hope I have of reaching some of my current, semi-terrifying, dreams!...on another note, my family celebrated my little girls 4th birthday this weekend. It was magical, exhausting, but magical. Anna made an appearance, and she was no wig wearing cheap theater actress. She was essentially Anna brought to life! The adults were just as entertained by her over-the-top performance. I'll post some adorable pics tomorrow:)

Keeping up with the Mormon crafters

I actually really hate crafting, and I'm Mormon so I mean no offense by that. I just see it as a waste of time because I don't enjoy it. Perhaps I don't enjoy it because I'm not good at it. Or maybe it's because I live in UT and it is damn near a status symbol, how well you can craft. Third reason could also be the fact that Gabe is so much more creative and capable when it comes to anything design related, that I've thrown in the towel. I never really cared about the towel so it's not a big loss. Anyways, I'm a big hypocrite in talking smack about crafting with Valentines like this...

It's worth being a hypocrite to make the holiday special for Pen though. Let's be totally honest, I didn't even craft this. Gabe made it. I just bought the materials and taped it. Hahaha. 

Grand Adventure

We signed our lease for St George!!! The Crepery will be open for business in April! We have been working on securing the right location for many months. This process has been an arduous one, but I truly believe that the delays were inspired. The location that we just signed on had only recently become available, and it was meant to be ours. The current manager of our restaurant up here will be partnering with us in St George. He recently graduated from USU, and he's so ready to get going. We are so thrilled he's apart of our team. I'm kind of like a proud mama getting him going down there. We have just a FEW more things going on at the same time...

This is the To-Do I organize for Gabe. On a regular basis he would not allow me to be quite so involved in his daily agenda. Since we have impending deadlines and 4 artisans to coordinate with to manufacture his furniture by March 14th he has enlisted my help. All of his pieces are at different stages of completion. Every artisan contributes to each piece, so we have to keep a very close eye on each stage. This close eye is exactly where I come in!! The clock is ticking to Gabes MFA exhibit, and I can guaran-damn-tee every thing will be done on time! These artisans are no match for my hangry ass. 

I've got my own to-do as well. I'm continuously setting multi-tasking PR's. I have to stay positive and look at everything that's going on as a fun adventure. The alternative is curling up in the fetal position and eating myself into a coma...so yeah there really is no alternative. We're so blessed to have so many oppurtunities, so I will try to humbly  and optimistically attack these endeavors:)

Hubby

I've got to give a shout-out to my adorable hubby. I am overwhelmingly blessed to have him as my own. He is truly a good man. I could go on about him for an obnoxiously long post, but it's enough to recognize that he is reason for all that is good in my life. It's crazy to think about when you make the decision to share your life with someone, you have no idea who that person is going to grow to be. We are constantly growing as individuals, either together or apart. It takes a great amount of commitment from both partners, to continue progressing together on the same path. I'm so grateful that Gabe has made that commitment to me. We are incredibly different people. We do share common interests but we certainly have very unique passions, and personalities. I believe it is these differences that allow us to work so well as a team. We balance and ground one another. He's the see to my saw, the cheese to my macaroni(oh man I wish I could eat some Mac & cheese right now!!), and my best friend. When you get comfortable in your relationship it's easy to take one another for granted. We are guilty of that at times. Overall though, we make our relationship and friendship a priority. We strive to cherish each day as a family. The greatest gift we can give our children is our example, and I feel honored that our kids have a mom and dad that love and respect one another. Life can be really, incredibly, uncomfortably hard, but I know that there are always blessings to count. I'm counting those blessing today. Proud to be this man's Mrs...that little dude is pretty freaking awesome as well. 

February Playlist

@brookie_be_fit's February playlist to help you murder it in the gym!! I really hope you enjoy the old school hip hop. If you don't, then you have zero respect for good music. Gabe fits into this zero respect category. He doesn't get that this kind of music literally has the power to make you lift heavier(& he doesn't care). The hard beats get your adrenenal pumping, your temper flaring(surprisingly effective at helping you hit PR's), and if you get the right mix going you might find yourself shaking your ass in between sets. It's always a win, win. Well unless your kid listens and picks up a habit for foul language. But really, it's worth it for those PR's, right?